/Forever Or Never

do hw tgt .

Friday, May 30, 2008

mornin , went to MAC wib DING .

den went to study grp .. bored ~

decided to do hw aft study grp ..

but KAH nvr come ,

so mi n DING came to mi hse n do hw ..

well .. we did maths n situational writin ..

gona make her crazy soooon !

hahas ..

last nite cnt slp ..

so todae veri tired ~

tink thru some things ..

n yes .. agn ,

ii cried .

y do ii cry so easily ?

ii feel so stupid ..

actually forget lers ,

but kena reminded by someone ..

..n ytd nite ..

when ii posted de previous post ,

he was on9 .. =))

happi .

8:25 PM

random ..

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

=((

mmm , so bored n sadd ..

y he nvr online ..

waited for him to online , but he didn't ..

wanna tok to him ..

makes mi happier when tokin to him ..

9:10 PM

taggie taggie TAG

1. What was the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- friend

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- no .. unless no bat n close down on itself .. =))

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
- in chinese remedial .. ii m hardworkin kae ..

4. When did you last cry?
- duno ..

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- waffles !

6. What do you want in your life right now?
- slap mi sister .

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- neither .. ii run .

8. Whats the favourite thing to have on your bed?
- PILLOW !!

9. What bottoms are you wearing?
- shorts ..

10. whats the nicest text in your inbox says?
- " smile mre lke tis > =D " DING !

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- of cos NO !

12. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
- no ..

13. What was the last movie you went to see?
- forget lers .. =S

14. What are you proud of?
- mi instant noodles ? hahas !

15. What does the oldest txt msg in your inbox says?
- " Hello sister =D "

63. What games do you play often?
- not realli .

64. Who are you missing right now?
- ...

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
- frens ..

66. What are you doing right now?
- doin dis thingy n chattin ?

67. Which primary sch are you from?
- Sembawang Pri ..

68. Name three colours that you like.
- purple , grey , blue ..

69. What emotion do you like to show?
- =)) & =S

70. What is life to you?
- SIANS ..

71. If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
- jus cry .. ?

72. Who did you chat with in msn today?
- KAH ? hey ii jus reached hme !

73. Which model of phone do you use?
- sony ericsson ..

74. Which month are you born in?
- february ..!

75. How are you feeling right now?
- angry wib mi sis ..

76. What is the time now?
- evening / nite ?

77. Where are you now?
- home ...

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
- no dyin of hair yet , but wantin to ..

79. Do you have contact lens?
- nah .

80.Where do you want to go during the holidays?
- singK ..

Instructions: Remove one question from the above, and add in your own personal question, then tag ten people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. notify them in their tagboard that he/she has been tagged.

ii dun wanna hai ren .. so end it here ..~

7:15 PM

class chalet .

firstly , some fotos at ALOHA LOYANG !

DAN -

nice view ?

SKYYY !

mi n DING !

KAH & mi !

KAH&DING

did u see our shadows ?

yo three of us !

she's jus toooo tired ~

three of us with lightsss !

random shot ..

went to BBQ ytd .. cos reached hme at 11.30pm ..

so no tym post ytd ! so shall post it todae !!!

dun wanna go at first , but decided to go aft DING&KAH called mi ..

reached dere n de BBQ not set up yet ,

so decided to go to de mini beach dere ..

de sky is so nice ..

went to buy ice-cream den went bak to de bungalow agn ..

de food is DONE !

yummy ~ lloves de hotdog n satay !!

went hme at 10.15 cos it is de last shuttle bus .. n de previous one was at 8 ( if ii m not wrong )

thus reached hme at arnd 11.30 , bath liao den is 12am .. =S

didn't regret goin .. cos its realli veri veri fun !

6:21 PM

NO EMO.

Friday, May 23, 2008

ytd -

DING&KAH came to mi hse to file de files ..

in de end , ii n KAH were singin ..

n DING ? she's stil mai tou ku zuo ( bury her head n do ) !

we ate instant noodles at mi hse !

TODAE ?

ii duno y ii so emo ..

dese few daes keep on lyk dat ,

ii guess too mani things dat makes mi unhappi had happened dis yr ..

sudden emo , actually can control tears derhs .

but when DING sae " dun emo ok ? "

den duno y mi tears keep comin out ...

ii hate cryin in class ! ii felt dat ii m repeatin dis sentence agn n agn ..

but its so damn hard to control ..

since last tym ii cry , ii wana make shure dat ii dun cry animore .

but .. FAILED .

its 100% not for studies okae .. pls ii actually dun care bout mi marks one .. =S

n sorri for JUNHAO .. forgot to bring ur worksheets for maths .. =((

thks alot of ppl too .. especially dat hug , rashidah .. =))

6:55 PM

jus ventin out ..

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

y does he owaes dun care dun care bout wad other ppl sae ?

can't he jus react lyk shoutin " NO ! "

he jus dun care bout it ..

it makes mi angry okae ..

n sorri to show attitude towards DING&KAH ..

jus veri angry ,

was suppose to meant it as a joke ,

but when ii said de words , it feels lyk ii scoldin dem ..

feel bekcek .

PS : jus a post to vent out mi feelings , not happi ? den GET LOST !

8:26 PM

PULAU SEMAKAU trip !

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

RANDOM PHOTOS

de place where we take de ship -

waves -

saw de little island ? -

de ship's view .. -

FINALLY , SOME PHOTOS OF US !

kahyue .. -

photos of us -

us agn , wib another tone of lite .. -

CANDICE !! -

todae went to PULAU SEMAKAU ( did ii spell correct ? )

take bus dere first ,

was supposed to sit tgt wib DING&KAH ,

means we 3 sit tgt on 2 seats ,

but de wizard go scold us n forced one of us go behind sit ,

n jus nice DING is de unlucky one .

n ii n KAH moved bak to sit tgt ,

ii was lyk scoldin kaobei him ..

ii was so angry !

how can he scold mi frien lyk dat n make her embarrassed .

was lyk pangseh her , so sms her ..

so dat she is not bored . =))

F him ..

ltr sit on de boat for arnd 40 mins ..

erms , not so dizzy but still abit ,

when de boat move roughly ..

abit weird ..

reached dere ..

BORED N HOTT !

ii was lyk sweatin till wad sia .

went bak to de jetty ,

sit at de bottom for dat ride bak ..

it is much more better , n got air-con !

took some pictures cos dere no wind ( means no messy hair )

but still weird .. ii duno y ..

zzz

bak to sch sittin beside shia'er ..

erms . =S

slp .. too tired .

DING finally look open ( kan kai )

=)) happi for her ..

n here ii am , still in a messy tinkin ..

give up ? hold on ?

giving up is lyk so hard ..

hold on is veri hard too ..

ii duno y .. hais .

byes ~

4:52 PM

sometym , miracles do happen when u r about to give up .

Monday, May 19, 2008

feelin kinda happi nw ,

for reasons dat is unknown . *grins*

in de morning , mi dad was lyk so qianbian ..

he had played de comp in de mornin n yet in de afternoon ,

he still wan snatch comp wib mi n mi sis ..

veri wad rite ..

ii veri angry okaes !

n was kinda showin attitude to him ..

hahas ,

but now , playin de comp wib no disturbin .

great great .. hahas .

~~giving up~~

no ii will hold on ,

cos u hab given mi some hope .. =))

5:07 PM

sians sians sians ..

Sunday, May 18, 2008

mi n kah at BUGIS -

nice view rite ? of cos , ii take de mahs .. lols ..

friday -

went wib KAH to city hall n bugis ..

for wad ? sshh , its secret !

DING cnt come wib us cos she got BAND .

n mi CCA ?

its CANCELLED !

hahas .

saturday -

boring ~ stae at hme n plae comp ...

todae ?

same .. stae at hme ..

these few daes cnt post , cos busy wib somethin else ..

n think thru alot of things ..

ii tink ii gona give up soon .

its pointless if ii keep on wait ,

n wad will ii get in de end ?

ii tink nothing .. jus stupid memories ..

hais .

n DING-MA cheer up !

dun tink too much !

owaes mus smile n sae ' DIAO ' OR ' WUU RAA OO UU '

although u r not an elephant , hahas

btw .. mi dad bought 4 crabs .

n jus now .. ii heard " di di di "

n one of de crab crawl out n was walkin towards de door !

how clever ..

tml has no sch ,

n maebe goin out ?

not shure ..

but no sch is good !

cos no nid wake up so early ..

veri tired n sometym cnt even wake up ..

press alot of SNOOZE .

hahas .

ii guess u guys r lyk mi .. everytym press snooze one .

nothing to write lers . so endin mi post wib 2 BIG words !

CHEERUP DING !

2:31 PM

went out wib mi god-mei !

Thursday, May 15, 2008

DURING SCHOOL +

wad is candice doin ? ( taken by Shi-Mei ) -

so cutee de SHI-MEI ! -

AFTER SCHOOL +

tooo shy -

pretty Candy n mi -

she's eatin french fries ! -

pretty de CANDY -

candy n mi -

candy agn ! -

two Mr. Banana ?

is she watchin mi moves ? -

random shot ! -

mi n her ! -

her shoes .. -

more but lazy to upload ~

get bak all de results todae .

n sadd to sae , ii failed 4 subjects !

walao .

failed eng=E8 , POA=F9 , D&T=D7 , combined humanities=D7 !

ii failed POA n terribly !

but ii deserve it hahas .

cos nvr revise . zz

went out wib mi god-mei aft sch

we went to BISHAN ,

n it was damn boring .

we walked arnd n arnd .

n we were not even lookin at de shops .

we were jus walkin ... for de sake of walkin ?

we keep on walk , repeatin all de wae .

n finally tired so sit down at a bench .

we were tokin bout how our sch is , n de person hu we lyk .

hahas , althou diff sch frm mi , but she seems happi .

she told mi somethings .

we took 54 fotos ! excludin de deleted ones ! SO MUCH !

n plus , ii duno y todae everybdy so qian bian one .

even Candy is oso lyk dat !

omg omg ! KAH is de most qian bian one okaes !

hope to go out agn wib Candy agn .

but mus hab de mood n tym .

if nt go oso useless !

went hme at arnd 7+pm .

cos ii realli wanna BATH !

bak hme to pack dinner , n here ii am ..

eatin mi fav KFC !

sians ! tml got CCA !

ii hate CCA larhs !

8:50 PM

ii nid $$ !

Monday, May 12, 2008

yay finally last dae of exam !

tml no sch n can finally relax !

todae is super super happi !!!

went to NP one of de small shop ,

saw dis belt veri veri nice one !!!

its $10 . but currently nid money to go buy BF shirt .

so nid to wait somemore before buyin dat belt . waa

went to a blogshop n bought a BF shirt wib KAH's two piece dress .

woots ~

feel lyk buyin another sneakers too . aah .

so mani things to buy ! yet so little $$ .

please fall some money from de sky ! hahas .

ii scared get results leis . wad if ii fail till veri bad .

ii feel dat ii hab become more hardworkin dis yr .

but de results doesn't show . wad shud ii do ?

dis is another boring post agn . cos no pic leis !

so jus forgive mi .. if got pic ii will post derhs !

BYES ~ =))

5:08 PM

stealer go to hell .

Sunday, May 11, 2008

ytd nite , mi sis lost her fone in sch .

she said she put her fone in her bag den ltr go bak take de tym .

gone !

she was lyk so ..

she called mi de moment she lost her fone ,

n ii suggested her to go n find de cher n tell him/her .

den her cher sae go end de line .

so she came bak .

at first ii tot she found her fone .

but when she came into de hse , she strted cryin .

den ii duno wad to do .

ii jus hug her ?

mm . she was so scared dat she wud b scolded by dad .

n its her fav. fone ..

fcuk dat stupid stealer , hope dat stealer go to hell asap !

@sshole .

ii veri angry when ii c mi sis cry . ii feel lyk scoldin dat person .

but ii duno hu de person is , mi sis oso duno .

hais ...

ytd nite watch ' monster '

at first , it was kinda scary . but ltr finalli unds de whole story .

de monster is actually a pitiful woman hu lost her husband n son n derefore becme crazy .

so poor things .. hais !

plus nw hab to go revise liaos . POA nvr revise until anithing !

dis is ' HOLLIBLE ' !!!

BYES !~

1:37 PM

BORING AGN !

Saturday, May 10, 2008

two fotos oni ! BORED !

3 of us . same action . different angle ? -

find it veri small n sweet -

todae earli in de mornin , nid to wake up for POA !

ii hate POA !!!

but still go for de sake of goin .. its super super super sians !

nvr realli listen in class cos keep tokin to DING bout things .

hahas . ii tot sittin at bak won't get caught .

but still FAIL !

but catch den catch lorhs . ii dun care one .

LOLS ...

went to CHONGPANG to buy mother's dae present cos NP no aries .

actually wanna buy at NP one . but hais .

so we went to CHONGPANG to find de aries shop .

found it n bought one bracelet n one purse plus one box to keep de presents in .

erms . it cost mi arnd $9+

but its okae .. at least it lets her noe dat ii cherish her alot .

ii wan go shoppin agn ! got alot of things nvr buy okae !

plus de shorts ii bought ytd was abit too short . lols .

mus rmb to buy longer abit !

still wan buy sneakers , rebond hair , buy alot alot alot of thing !

too much things , too little money !

5:37 PM

shoppin @ BUGIS

Friday, May 9, 2008

fotos taken todae !

dis little boi is so cuteee ! -

de three of us -

bugis mrt -

de three of us agn ! restin aft all de walkin . -

shoess -

new clothes n short -

another tee ! ( lloves dis ) -

maths paper 2 is erms . DEAD ?

quite alot duno how to do .

shyt ..

after exam went to Bugis to shop wib DING&KAH

bought 2 tees , 1 short n PENCIL BOX !

woots ~ spent arnd $40+

mus strt savin agn !

ii feel de tee dat says " every tear , there is a story behind it "

is lyk so correct . lyk de words damn lot .

before goin to bugis , ate lunch at NP's mac .

YUMMY !

7:22 PM

happi happi ~

Thursday, May 8, 2008

todae is chemistry paper !

ii hab 100% of passin !

n ii tink mi physics r worse den mi chemistry , first tym !

woo so happi .

ytd nite ii stae till 1+am to revise chemistry ,

n todae finally pay off ! yipees !

ytd nite was on de fone wib DING till finished revising ~

so tired ~

BUT YIPEE ! woots .

todae aft maths ~

we stae bak to ask some Q . ( see ii so hardworkin . )

den we went to northpoint to eat lunch .

den decide to go hme .

so tired ~

so took a nap jus nw . hehs !

NICE NICE ~

tml gonna go shoppin wib DING&KAH lers !

so excited . even thou it is nt de first tym .

but still lyk to go hahas ~

yet tml suddenly nidda stae bak for POA ,

SIANS !

4:53 PM

BORING !

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

SO SIANS !

nothin do ~ lazy revise chemistry ..

so jus post rubbish ..

byes ~

can't wait to go sch n see how ding's hair look lyk ~

hehs . dun bekcek DING !

2:37 PM

happy day

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

more fotos dat were not posted on de previous post

cos haben send .

coffee pleasure -

messy table -

took wib webcam -

vigorously writing -

hu is her ? GUESS GUESS !

POA ! waa

ii fail ding le larhs .

so mani duno how to do .. is realli MANY !

hope exam fast fast finish !

HURRI FINISH !

worse , ii forgot to bring calculator todae ..

den nid go borrow frm Mr. Chan .

zZz .. haben return him . THURSDAY !

thursday ii will go n return .

hurri fri ! can't wait to go shoppin wib DING&KAH agn !

so fun ~

wish for a haircut . but nid to wait first ..

ii wan cut until layer got alot leis .. zZz

hey , dun tok bout mi .

even if u do tok bout mi , dun b stupid to point n mi n sae .

its super obvious u r tokin bout mi okae !

( ps. not u . its someone else . )

ii tok to him todae . hahas

n not ended up scoldin him .

tok happily .

hehs . =)

5:03 PM