/Forever Or Never

gaah ~

Saturday, January 31, 2009

=P dis is one of de invention dat me & kah found while lookin thru de D&T book .
de black one symbolises someone ~ CLUE : D

dis is soo cute ! its a duster . =D

kah pressed dao dis todae in POA remedial ~
cuutee ~ =P

=DD cai cai zhe shi shui de jiao ~
CLUE : K

=)

rough update bout de past few daes [ forgotten . ]

wed ;
aft sch ,
went wib mum to AMK to do a little shoppin .
didnt manage to buy wad ii wanted . =x
blahs ~

thurs ;
ii duno wad happen . =O

fri ;
went hme earli , cos no CCA !
=PP
yaye ! den slpt for arnd 2hrs+ , shiok .
finally got chance take nap . hehs ~
whole dae no do hw , ii tink . =D

todae ;
went for POA lessons in de morn .

aft dat ,
went to eat at de Japanese Foodcourt wib DAN .
ate de white clam ramen [ if iim not wrong ] > its YUMMY ! =PP

& den ,
me & ddovey rush to AMK to catch de movie dat
she wana watch .
" All's well End's well 2009 "
hahs ~ quite funni .
=P

&& !
AHDING had to rush off to catch another movie wib her families ,
so headed hme .
BORING ~~
=O

lols , ii feel my dae veri boring .
everyone's life r so full , mine is so empty .
agn , WADEVER .

its beyond wad ii can control ,

finalized " wadever " .

9:30 PM

tadaa ~

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

ii lyk de leave effects . =DD

we're tryin to squat . but it came out in 2 diff version . LOLS !

' qin ai ' de ddovey ! =PP

\
todae ;

spent de whole dae at hme ,
as usual .
but ... wanted to do hw .
in de end , non was done . =D

near 7pm ,
received call frm AHDING to go out cos she was BORED !
=OOOO

felt gong , cos ii walked in de opp direction to find her ,
den in de end , nid walk de whole wae bak agn . =x
waste effort & tym .
LOLS !

so went to canberra park dere & plae swings ..
den went to eat diner/supper wib ddovey .

& went hme ,
intend to do abit of physics ..
but ,
iim here postin agn !
so .. TML BAHS !
=PP

it felt different ,

when we're in different situations .

=)) / =x

12:36 AM

hellos >

Sunday, January 25, 2009

hellos ,

earlier happi new yr ~

=))

had steamboat & yummy foods cooked by my mum ,

for diner . =D

but hais ,

something happened before dat .

nvm , now ii tink better oreadi .

so much hw , yet dis is a holidae .

since maebe iim not gona go out & visit ,

to get angbao ~

ii wil stae hme & do hw baahs .

so boring !

blaahs ~

byebyes !

gona go random watch tv AGN .

r those words for me ?

;

those r de words hidden in me ,

last yr .

=']

10:57 PM

the reason .

Saturday, January 24, 2009

efforts in vain .

suibian .

10:20 AM

Flife .

Friday, January 23, 2009

hais ,

todae ;

worst things owaes happen .

ii hope it wil clear up before ...
ii wan it to b a happi event ,
& not missing 1 or more friens ..
[ ii duno , dis point make me .. ='(( ]

ii tink my maths wont b able to get A2 or A1 oreadi . =((
so mani , no tym ..
my most confidence subj , gone .

went to eat sushi wib kah aft de D&T workshop things .
had a long tym tryin to bind it .

& kah , cheerup okaes .
dun hide ur feelings ,
can tok to me . =)

lastly , Flife .

ii owaes had a reason for being angry

or showin dis kind of reactions .

but did u bother to ask wad happen ?

ii dun unds ..

=((

8:34 PM

sians .

Thursday, January 22, 2009

雪花

y is de things ii hear/see ,
so different ..
=((

7:03 PM

hais , stressed .

Saturday, January 17, 2009

iim so tired ,
whole dae keep do hw ..
finished geog , poa & eng test 3&4 .
mornin , went to sch wib kah for de poa remedial .
but oni we2 & yanyi go . =.=
went for lunch at KFC ,
& brought some markers for D&T coursework < stress

>=((
arghs ,
damn pissed off by my dad .
if ii nvr respect his cookings ,
ii wud hab gone to cook my own instant noodles to eat .
yet he complain me being picky [ or wadever dat word is ] .

hais ,
sometyms ii envy my sis .
she & her frien [ janice ] owaes chatted on de fone .
& not dat ,
dey can chat for a few hrs ,
skipping frm 1 topic to another .
lyk long-lost friens [ but dey call each other veri often , lyk everydae ] ..

ii missed de tyms , when it used to happen on me .
but its past ,
things changed , don't dey ?
='((

> byebyes

8:59 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009

why ,

bad &$@#% .

[ openin / closing , nvr able to close up de gap . ]

='((

blurred >

10:33 PM

codes

Thursday, January 15, 2009

helos agn .

gettin more & more tired each dae ,

due to NOT enuf slp .

rite now ,

my eyes is suan dao ~ =.=

but ii stil hab to work hard .

no matter wad . [ iim tired x10000 ]

hais ,

ii failed 1 aim ii put dis yr for myself .

its jus de first mnth ,

& ii didnt make it thru .

so dumb . =x

damn pissed off wib myself .

but ii wil try to regain some self-control .

[ ii realli realli realli hope ii can do dat . ]

its too deep ,

but dere's a tym when ii hab to let go .

its coming soon ..

decisive !

y r dere barriers ? =((

10:21 PM

=))

Monday, January 12, 2009

ghosts of de dae !

=D

todae got bak out GCE O'Lvl results for CL .
a triple yaye for kah&kat&me !
we happened to scored A1 ~ =PP

hahaas ,
kah & ii were stil tinkin ,
we might b scoring B3 or B4 .
but it turned out ...
SQUEALS & SCREAMS !

hahs ~
at least one subj down ,
now we can concentrate on other subjs more .
jiayous !

sians ,
ms lim changed kah's place .
ii'll MISS u ~
crazy , hahs ! =PP

went to ding's hse aft sch ,
fun ~
went hme at arnd 7+ ,
cos wana rush hme watch Campus Superstar .
hahs <

OHOH !
& ii simply hate SUAN GAN [ only kah&ding&me noes ! ]
stupid , keep suan me .
wad cher r u . go hell . >=((

gdnites all ~

millionth - thousandth ,

not smiles .

10:22 PM

[ ? ]

Sunday, January 11, 2009

did a small test .
somehow a bit true though , hahs ~
do it here ; colorgenics =))

gdnites all .

You don't really give in. You follow your
beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of
stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to
compromise or make concessions.

You feel unhappy because you feel that
you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would
like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

You
pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you -
that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply
flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable
stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact -
deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with
whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high
standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would
like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your
hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning
further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and
the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have
resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing
into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed,
believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

12:45 AM

fun fun fun !

Friday, January 9, 2009

see dat ! " B 12 " ! =D

KAH&ME ! =D

dis is de chair dat can put hp one ! saw my naaame ? =DD

=))

wed ;

went to watch TWILIGHT wib DING&KAH&KAT ~
ii sat at seat no. 12 !
& ding screamed ( agn! ) when edward suddenly appeared ~
hahaas !

=DD
nice dae spent .

todae ;

intended to go eat long john wib ding&kat .
but de class released late & dey nid to go band . =.=
thus , kah & ii went to eat . =D

den we went to NANYANG POLY ~
it was fun !

& ii got to noe somethin funni bout kah ! ( related to HEAVY BAG ! ) =PP
den when we were at de put fone de chair ,
we nid to go to another course oreadi .
thus , we did not do ours .

when de whole thing finish ,
we went bak to de place ,
den we made ours . =DD
NICEE ~

Later , we went to Ang Mo Kio hub ,
to buy my sch bag ,
cos my current one gona spoilt oreadi . =x
but search arnd ,
cnt find 1 dat ii lyk .

den ltr we went to Junction 8 ,
den finally found 1 bag dat is okae ,
cos ii lazy weekend go out buy oreadi . =x
so bought dat one .
=))

tml gona do hw ,
& chiong vid !

no matter wad happens ,
ii wil stae put .

unless its necessary ,

ii wil step bak .

9:09 PM

gdnitees ~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

find dis 2 singer sing til veri nice ~ =PP

waa , tml sch agn .
sians . =.=
& cnt go watch movie , but ii tink wed jiu can go lers .
yahuu ! =DD

iim gona go read breaking dawn ,
den go slp ~
so gdnites ppl ! =D

heaven / hell .

7:08 PM

nicee >

todae ;

managed to do finish my targeted hw ~
which is GD GD GD !
tml gona chiong 3 case study & poa . =x

ddovey came to my hse todae too ~
kah cant come . =x
had a fun dae aniwae ,
cant keep laughin , even over de smallest things .
& someone burped twice ! =DPDP
hahs !
especially de lift part ! =PP

iim feelin tired now ,
& ii tink ii gona go slp soon ~
=x

decision is comin .

12:31 AM

MISSES ~

Friday, January 2, 2009

de sunset ..

on de car ~

look at ah-yi's chubby cheeek ~

=DD

cuutooh !

another cousin , KIM

;

NANA'S FOTO !

cuute rite cuute rite !! >=DDD

she was lookin at me when takin dis pic ! =D

heeelos ~

the trip ;

on the first dae .

ii cudnt slp , cos ii was not slpy .

but once ii get on to the taxi to go to the airport ,

sleepiness loomed over me . =O

but ii stil did not slp , jus a tiny little bit . =PP

aniwae , rched de airport ,

board de plane .

de food on de plane was yummy !

it was hotdog & eggs & potato ~~

wooo ~

skipp .

first diner eat at my grandpa dere ,

dey cooked alot to welcome us .

most of it is my fav food . =D

den de nxt dae ,

we went to see dajiujiu's [3 storeys high] & xiaojiujiu's [4 storeys high] new house .

cooool ...

ii wanted to slp at xiaojiujiu dere ,

cos xiaojiujiu deliberately renovate one of de room dat is linked to the bathroom for us ,

as dey r worried dat we may not get used to de living style dere .

its veri nice & spacious [?] ~

but oni slp for a few nites ..

went to reborn hair aft a few daes dere ,

but it was disappointin .

my mum & aunt did not went to de previous dat salon which ii had reborned in ,

dey brought me to another new-opened salon .

but in de end ,

reborn til jialat , cut til even more jialat .

sibei bekcek .. =.=

dun wana tok bout it ..

hope my hair grow fast fast .. =x

BUT ii m gona reborn & dye my hair at de end of dis yrrr ~ YAHUU ! =D

den aft a few daes ,

went to make specs .

ii regreted buyin dat specs , but it is quite ex .

no choice liaos , mus wear . =.=

but ii tink ii wil oni wear it when in class cos ,

now ii cnt see de white board frm far oreadi . =x

ii chose de specs for 1hr plus , til my dad complain .

so no choice , mus anihow choose . =((

hais ..

durin de last few daes ,

nana [ my cuute little cousin ! ] finally got closed to me .

she circled everywhere ii walked .

its suuuper cuute !!

when ii carried her , she wud kiss meee ~

suuuper cuuuuuuuuuuutttoh !

hahaaas , uh-oh .

seems lyk ii m a bit over . =O

but she sooo cuute , u noe !

when she cried , she wud come my here .

den ii wud make her laugh agn .

she bu de taaaa . =((

MISSED HER LOADS !

durin de last dae ,

ii managed to spend de whole mornin wib her .

=))

den ltr my dajiujiu drove us to de airport .

de whole trip was lyk arnd 4hr+ .

but it was kinda fun cos ii was sittin on de seat nxt to de driver .

& somehow we got 'lost' ~

actually ii did saw de sign showin another route to de airport ,

but ii tot my dajiujiu noe another short cut ,

so ii didnt tell him .

until ltr den find out we got lost .. =x

but managed to find our wae bak after askin ppl .

=PP

more funni things happened on de plane [ regardin my dad ! ] .

=DDD

den ltr on plane watched ' Stay Connected ' ~

niceee ~

but wana watch wan de shi hou , rch changi lers .

so de endin no watch dao .
which was lyk duu ~ =x

^ END ^

todae ;

went to sch wib cindy .

den jus nice met ahding at de general office der ,

den go assembly tgt .

find out dat my register no. is 12 agn !

hahaaas ~

& jus nice class sittin arrangement is sit wib kah ~ =DD

lazy do hwww , sssians ~

tml den doo bahs . =PP

BYEBYES `

things gone hay-wire .

buu ~

5:23 PM