where r u ..
Friday, February 27, 2009
today ;PTR but my parents no go .so wandered arnd wib kah ,intended to wait for cindy .but it is too long .. so we left .sorry ~tml hab to go to dnt early in de morn .my dnt practically sucks .. =.=hais ,i dun wan things to change anymore .why cant we jus maintain de whole things [?]arghs ,i noe i shud concentrate on studies & my dnt coursework !!but all dese things , i jus cant stop tinkin .i hate dis feeling more den anything ,maybe aft a long tym , i'll get use to it , til i dun feel it anymore ?whatever ,time hurry pass ,i hope to get to after-olvl days ~i realise im stil holding on ..
11:32 PM
at a lost .
Thursday, February 26, 2009
LET GO .seems easy ,but its hard ..=(
10:57 PM
headache go away ~
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
edited > loves !
thks dozens to SHIMEI&KAHYUE for dis lovely present ! =D;shall strt my roughly elaborate of ytd & today ~ pls bear wib me .. =Pytd .intended to go to sch ,bath alrdy .but stil cud not dahan de headache .so in de end , no go ..heard dat got celebrate feb baby de cake ~where's mine ?! lols !=O& heard dat i top POA class test ~=P happy ~spent almost arnd 16 hrs slpin ytd .slp til 2+ gona 3 den wake up .i stil rmb my sis called hme while i was slpin ,i jumped out of bed to listen to de fone .but due to my sudden movement or wadever reasons ,my head hurts lyk wtf , & my vision became white .=(den today ,stil got abit headache ,when stand up all dose ,den de brain lyk got heartbeat .. =(nvm , gona okay lers i tink . =)didnt go cca today ,today was PT , how can survive wib dis head ...=x .tml i shal go . =)okays ,
i tink i shal go rush my dnt coursework & spent sometym revising chemistry ..
gdbyes peepuul ~
=D
hahas , colourful ~~i shud really put in effort for my olvl ,
instead of tinkin bout some other things ,
which doesnt help me at all .
=)
6:31 PM
fulfiling day >
Saturday, February 21, 2009
edited >
thks to ..
ddovey for dese 2 pics ! =D
my cute little dog acc me to slp everynite . =)! end <\
Y
slp ~~
' CANDY ' !
KAHYUE'S TIN ! 
MINE !
these is de belts , but we tried wib de skirts [ =x ] to see if it fits .;today went for de Flag Day wib KAHYUE !at first , we went to angmokio dere to ask for donations .but somehow , 2/3 other sch oso dere .makin us harder to find donations .so we took bus to woodlands .nvr tot dat de bus ride cud b SOOO LONG !
it practically took arnd 45 mins ! so we strted to ask for donations near de civic centre dere .but cnt , cos de security guard say we dun hab de permission to ask for donations dere . >=((so we went to mrt dere ,& we finished de rest of de stickers dere .some cute little kids come forward & donated .so cuute !1 got brown curl hair ~ SUUUPER CUTE DERHS LORHS !i realised some parents hu had kids wib dem ,wil gib de $ to de kids , den de kids wil happily DONG dem in ,& take stickers for demselves & their parents !CUTE RITE ?! =paft dat , was late bak to de angmokio subway .ms lim said dat she was bout to call us .& i tink we r de oni ones hu got such heavy tins .ms lim was kinda shocked when she weigh our tins ! =PPbut nevertheless !we completed our tasks by helping de elderlys to collect $ .den went to eat MAC ,& brought 1 somehow-lyk-purple belt . =Dwana buy necklace too , but no $$ ! we even ask ms lim[!] where is she [ cos we got call other ppl , but dey nvr pick up .. ] & can she lend us ..but she said dat she on her way hme ..u see , we really lyk de necklace alot ! =Oaft dat ,went hme & bathed .& rite now ,guess hu is beside me ?THE ZHU OF THE UNIVERSE !YAYE!time to do hw ,byebyeeee ~
things dun always goes our way ,
all i have to do , is bear .
4:31 PM
half-half
Friday, February 20, 2009
自己找答案 - 卓文萱
today ,finaly abled to feel happy .mainly due to dnt .mrs ong helped me tink of 1 more idea ,& she even teach me how to solve it .thks her alot .felt guilty for sayin her ,but really .thanksful .=)managed to find my poa stack of ws under my stack of newspaper .felt relieved .no need to redo all de ws ..;sometimes ,
i dun really unds y does dose things keep happenin .
i tried to ignore dem .
but my feelings get de better of me ,
wad can i do ?
but it always ended up de way i hate it to be .
when wil it be over ?
totally speechless .
5:47 PM
shoo !
Thursday, February 19, 2009
edited >
i realised dat only when i m in de most hard time ,wil i be able to see who really cares bout me .apparently , i've got my answers .< end .
WHY AM I SO DAMN UNLUCKY DESE FEW DAYS ?!
WHY WHY WHY .
WALAO EH .
life sucks way off .
nvr been dis way before .
kao .
8:48 PM
angels ?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
dnt dnt dnt !any ideas to give ?pls tell me , immediately .i seriously got pissed off by de coursework !>=((now i dun even hab de problem , where comes de solutions ?!kaobei .nothing in my life goes well ,dis yr , last yr .probably my whole life ,excluding pri 6 life .i miss my pri 6 friens & life ..wib dad , always sucks .wib friens , probs comes & go .wib schoolwork , irritated .tell me , where's my point of life ?im so tired & F-ed up .no matter how long i slp ,im stil tired .pissed off .i dont want to lie to myself anymore .
can i jus break down , once & for all ?
i dun wan to go thru dis anymore .
='((
6:23 PM
hell Flife .
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
LINJIE ,
wad do u look out for , in life ?
ii tot u were de 1 hu unds me de most ,
but it turned out to be a NO .
there's a point when you have to step back,
and say it's time to let go .
7:12 PM
memories .
Monday, February 16, 2009
loves !
our head looks funny ! =P
yaye ! slim slim slim ~!
ddovey singin ~
boo !
=))
todae ;
in sch had VIP lessons & de topic is bout wad friens derhs .
to me , de most impt thing is :
friens stae beside me even if iim goin thru
hard tyms ,
trustin me wib de same trust dat ii had in
dem .
aft dat ,
aft sch wana go Causeway Point to buy my pouch .
cos saw 1 super nice [ black-white checkered ]
but when go der todae ,
it was sold off oreadi .
=((
realli lyk it lorhs ,
regreted not buyin it on sat .
GRS !
now gona do some hw ,
& slpin tym .
unforgetable memories .
7:51 PM
can it be worse ?
Sunday, February 15, 2009
yo !
=))
ytd was valentines dae ~
planned to go out as a clique ,
but in de end , become me & ddovey agn ~ =O
in de morn , ii went for DnT .
but to not much things , lyk nvr go lyk dat . =.=
den aft dat , went hme hurri put bag jiu come out agn .
met ddovey at causewae .
den brought fries for me & chocolate shake for DH .
went to partyworld , but it turned out to b full .
plus , we did not order first de rm ,
so we nid to wait til arnd 6 den can .
thus , walked arnd ..
went to 1 shop [ forgot wad .. issit Power 9 or 11th street or The Blues ? ]
make 2 rings for each of us !
nicee ~ but mine lyk got scratch mark , noticed ltr . >=((
but nvm , at least de star on it is nice ! =P
den ltr went to singK ,
so irritatin ..
de ' dai wo zou ' , keep cant sing dao note on de phrase " mai bo "
grs !
nxt tym mus practice more til can !
determined !
aft dat went to eat KFC for diner at arnd 10pm+
saw 1 person wearin black big big derhs waving ~
szexin !
surprised to see him der , hahs ~
junze & yeelian & [ forgot hu ] ,
oso dere .
den jiu eat finish ,
& go hme !
[ upload fotos tml when got it frm ddovey ! =D ]
aft rchin hme ,
things jiu go haywire liaos .
here come my ranting ..
pls bear me !
ii washed my hair aft ii rched hme ,
which is arnd 11pm+ gona 12 .
ii was veri tired aft bathin ,
so keep wan slp .
but my hair was half wet liaos larhs .
den hor ,
ii slp on de sofa ,
my dad keep complain ask me go blow dry .
den ii veri tired mahs !
den ii go brush teeth , jiu go bak bedrm & slp .
den aft dat ,
he came into de rm & practically drag me on to de floor .
u noe how high de bed is ?
& he jus drag me down for 2 tyms !
& dun even care whether my butt hurts anot u noe !
damn it , ii was so flared up ,
ii kik him & try to hit him bak .
due to de fact ,
dat iim his daughter & iim a GIRL !
ii cnt fite over him larhs ~
tamade ..
den now ,
my back der got 2-3 orcheh [ blue-black ]
my knee oso hurt !
damn pissed off man .
worsen my father & mine de relationship , can !
grs !
ii oreadi decided .
aft ii strted earnin my $$
ii wil jus leave dis hse & live on my own !
hab my own freedom .
F my life now .nothing goes well .
grs !!
6:48 PM
>=((
Friday, February 13, 2009
walao ,damn pissed off can !my dad go reset another comp ,& u noe wad language he go set it as ?CHINESE !FREAKING HELL !ii hate chinese to de extreme .grs !!!!den all de words is chinese , den how me&sis use another comp wib so mani chinese words ?!kao ..grs , ii shall rant de rest on my private . >=((jus tell me de truth ,
ii dun wana hear excuses agn .
9:00 PM
=O
=x
so bored !!
my dad went to repair my fone ,
den now at sentose wib his frien[s] !
leave me alone .. =.=
zz ..
now no fone ,
so GRRS !
ii hate life without fone ..
lols ~
=x
yaye !
tml gona go singK wib ding&kah ~
but nowadaes realli tired . =x
4:25 PM
happi b'dae , to me .
Thursday, February 12, 2009
YAYE ! happi birthdae to me ~ =D> pictures first .. =P
spot de word " DAN " ?
thks ddovey for makin dis ! loveya ~
so nicely wrapped ,she bu de kai ~ =P
thks candy'mei ~ <12>
candy'mei 's pressie ! CUTTEE ! =P
Y
ddovey went all de wae to sengkang for dis purse ~
cherished !
random , saw 3 stars ?
so ..
todae !
at 12.00 am , kah wished me on msn ~ cuutoh !
lloves , =P
den ltr received 12 consecutive smses ,
frm ddovey !
so sweets . =D
ltr candy'mei sent too ,
=DD .
& smses frm cindy , claudia & kat sents .
thks alot ~ =DD
went to sch ,
& received ddovey de " surprise " = chocolates ~
=P , gave shimei & kah & ding & kat each one .
gd bahs ! =P
den class sing b'dae song ,
super paiseh .
ii oso duno where to look .. lols ~
=x / =P .
aft sch ,
went hme to collect de souvenir for candy'mei
den met her at sun plaza der .
=D
: candy'mei ,
lyk ur pressies alot !
thks alot for de thoughts & cards ~
lloves & misses > ^^
aft dat ,
went to popular to buy foolscap & met up wib ddovey .
den she come my hse awhile .
den helped me take all dose nice nice de fotos . =D
wavered decision .
9:54 PM
tell me .
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
why is the appearance & de so-called truth ,
so much differences ?
which 1 shud ii believe in ..
=x
ii nid an answer .
11:18 PM
nim
Sunday, February 8, 2009
so tired .=xa break PLEASE !
10:22 PM
****
Friday, February 6, 2009
todae released early ,
cos no cca .
wana go to AMK dere make ezlink card .
den halfwae , rmb no bring foto .
went wib mum&sis aniwae .
den my mum frustrated & she keep nag .
ii was oreadi not in a gd mood , stil nag ge mei wan mei liao .
of cos ii wil not feel gd > so ii jus walked off alone hme .
damn pissed off .
ii lose my wallet ii happi mehs ? zz .
aft dat , went to AMk wib sis oni lorhs .
den wander arnd ..
sians ,
ii hate sch larhs !
so mani hw , coursework .
& so much problems & things happening .
damn pissed off okae !
zz .
jus wana shut up & get my life over wib .
ii dun wan to plae guessing game anymore .
8:51 PM
i wan my life to be WHATEVER .
Thursday, February 5, 2009
while in Eng class , ddovey wrote on my hand & ii wrote on hers .> dis is de nicest shot , my foto skill ... -thumbsdown-=((ii lost my wallet on wed .& my wallet got IC & ezlink card & stuffs . IC is inside & its lost !officially DEAD ~ii duno wad to do ..& becos of dis , quarreled wib mum last nite agn .so sians ..ii jus wan my life not to b so blur or wadever ,jus normal & happi , oso so hard .zZz !todae in sch ,na ge chou ddovey [ duno whether kah got participate . =.O ] qu take my hp twice .scare me ,ii tot my wallet jus lost , den my hp lost agn . =((zzz ,& den revenge !but got myself a few more swollen & scratches from dat horrible LION !oh well , ii at least got revenge abit . =P
thks for dis kopin stuffs ,
let me heard de things ii wished to hear .
even if its jus a few words .
thks ; ='))
7:20 PM
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
=)went to watch The Wedding Game , ytd .de movie was okae ..not as nice as ii expected it , so it kind of dispt me .todae morn ,woke up at 6.30 > =xlyk no hear dao 5.50 de alarm lehs .until my mum shout den ii immediately jump out of bed ,heng no late . =Pget to noe our physics mark todae .happi as ii was able to remain .& ii oni nid 0.5 more marks jiu same as szexin leers !!duuu ~ buck up buck up !=Pwas super tired durin trainin ,so ii slacked aside & slp . =Pshiok , cos got air con all dose . =DDaniwae , ii tink ii wud fail my chem & maths . =((zzz , wadever .its been quite long ,
but it seems lyk ,
we r not dat close after all ..
8:33 PM
