i didnt expect my physical thing so lousy alrdy ye ,
last tym i stil can pass quite gd wib sit & reach , stuffs lyk dat .
but now ..
=x
i tink i really old liaos .
lols ~
aft dat ,
went np and saw very nice/cute de pouch .
brought 1 monkey type derhs .
so gona wash ddovey's pouch and return her .
=) .
went hme ,
& was so hungry til my leg and hand lyk trembling ..
=x
so cooked instant noodles and eat chicken wing .
=(
wan jian fei , now eat bak agn .
waa ~
i tink i go bath liaos .
byebyes .
confused .
7:51 PM
nightless .
Sunday, March 29, 2009
yo !
slpt most of de day today & played comp . was tired , dun feel lyk doing anything . im tired of school & everything . =(
jus now ,
while chatting with ddovey . she said 1 line which make me burst out laughing !
linjie . says: ni bu xi huan mahs ? [ beat her til she become bao ya . ] DingHui says: hen xi huan , lao gong da dao wo bao ya , wo zen me bu xi huan , ha HA .
hahaaas !
okays , off to slp ! byebye !
11:10 PM
lifeless .
Thursday, March 26, 2009
tired tired tired !
ytd in order to finish up my eng hw , slp at 12+ gona 1 . zz , wad a stupid life im having . =.=
today , at least it was quite good . 1 of de most relax day i had spent .. had lots of fun during lunch with shimei & candice . =)
but was tired too ~ dozed off in slp at poa lesson , & was damn bekcek when ppl disturb my slp .. =x hais ~
aft sch , stayed bak wib KahYue to do dnt model . at first we did it in de cybernatics lab , but ltr moved to classrm cos uncle locking de lab . hais sians , didnt make much improvement either .. jus keep tear & TeaR & TEAR ! =.=
i tink i wil slp early today . but i hvn complete my chinese hw ! my si han ~ oh shitties . i dun wan do !! =(
byebyes , peoples .
some things is lacking in my life ,
jus couldnt figure out what .
9:00 PM
impossible .
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
helos . =)
duu ~ so fast strt sch , but i had yet to rest enough . =x hais , nvm . i shall wait til aft olvl .
i wanted to go to poly .. but even more , i wan go to a course if der is , regarding hair stylish . i find it very interesting & fun to help ppl create de hair dat wil satify them . =) but , i find dis 'dream' quite impossible , cos my parents/friends said dat it normally does not hab a bright future . unless i m able to b a professional .. =( nvm ~ see wad comes . =D
.
& i really realised . Words are just for see , no matter how nice de words are . it is jus on the surface . Actions are really wad dat counts . [ Actions speak louder than Words ! ] * not emo-in , jus sudden tinking . =)
arghs , off to do physics ws . byes ~
7:11 PM
pissed .
Sunday, March 22, 2009
so tired .
wanted to take a nap , but was dragged up by my dad to do housework[!] . so damn pissed off . =.=
tml gona strt sch , but i've yet to complete all de hws . i tink i did arnd 4 hw only . so tml wil be a terrible day for me . zz . i dun feel lyk doing hw ! =x
so boring ... duu ~
=) kop frm candy .
How Asian are you? "X" those that are true for you. Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!
[x] Both of your parents are from Asia [x] You were born in Asia [ ] You use the term "Azn" [ ] You think DDR is cool [ ] You've watched lots of anime [x] You like Korean drama [ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone [x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race [x] You eat rice almost everyday [x] You drink lemon tea
X's so far: 6
[ ] You style your hair [ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster [x] You speak languages other than English [ ] Your parents are strict [ ] Your parents have high expectations of you [ ] You always get A's/B's on your report [x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting [x] You know your multiplication table [x] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong [ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge
X's so far: 10
[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship [ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc) [x] You're not the only child [ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February [ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do [x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted [ ] You can solve a rubiks cube [x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house [ ] You play video games
X's so far: 13
[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home [ ] You have karaoke at home [ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times [ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house [ ] You own a gaming console [x] You don't wear shoes in your house [x] You can use chopsticks [ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't
X's so far: 16
[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day [x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod [x] You don't like football [ ] You like Soccer
X's so far: 18
[ ] You have a curfew [ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means [ ] You know what purikura is [x] You like bubble tea [ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come [ ] You've played final fantasy [ ] You believe in fortune cookies
X's so far: 19
[ ] You know what is bok choy [ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" (Asian Pride) [x] You've had pockys/yan yan before [x] When you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"
Total X's: 21
Multiply by 2: 42%
NEXT~ "Who was your last?" nobody._.
1. Had a beer with? - none .
2. Went to the movies with? - forgot ~
3. Went to the mall with? - went to collect $ only .
4. Talked on the phone with? - so long no tok , how i noe . =.=
5. Made you laugh? - sis ~ =)
6. You hugged? - my doggie . =p
7. You yelled at? - my dad .. =x
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? why? - ee , so painful . =x
2. Be serious or be funny? - both .
3. Drink whole or skim milk? - i hate milk ..
4. Die in a fire or get shot? - get shot .
1. Sun or moon? - moon . best star ! =p
2. Winter or Fall? - winter !!
3. Left or right? - anything .
4. Sunny or rainy? - rainy , feel de cold ~
5. Peach or Pear? - none .
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - nopes . hate de tomato sauce in it . =x
7. Do You Cook? - instant noodles , rice , egg ? too complicated , i duno . =p
8. Current mood? - indecisive . =(
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? - nopes .
2. Sang? - nopes .
3. Been hugged? - not shure , hug my sis [?] .
4. Danced Crazy? - i sucks at dancing .. =x . but hope to learn . =)
5. Cried? - yeps . =(
NEXT~ The rules:
BOLD the statements that are true to you.ITALISE the statements that you wish are true.Leave the Fibs alone.then,stab five people to do the same test and leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
I miss somebody right now. I don't watch tv these days. I wear glasses or contact lens. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm totally smart. I've broken someone's bones. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe,f.o.c and scar-free. I need money right now. I talk really,really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller ID. I like the way i look. I'm usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I have a lot of friends. [ close ? ] I'm currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I pratically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I would rather eat then shop. I don't hate anyone. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I've been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger. I'm shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the 'south park' movie. I would die for my best friends. [ exaggerating . =.= ] I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza! I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson ,scandals and all. Halloween is fun because you get candy. I watch Spongebob and i LOVE it. I am happy at this moment. I'm obsessed with guys. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot whenever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on make-up. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I've worked at Mcdonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the worst people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toe. I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves. I have ridden/owned a horse before. I still have every journal i've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them with distractions. [ but normally , i failed . =( ] Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at least one person that i worked with. I'm a caffeine junkie. I cosplay/know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything,and the more nonsensical the better. I only clean my room when necessary.
i tot dat dis time round ,
i've finally found a person hu unds me .
a person who wil noe wad im tinking , without even me saying ..
but im wrong .
im losing u ,
likewise .
=(
6:28 PM
get a life .
Saturday, March 21, 2009
it wil come to an end soon even before i realise it .. [ rainbow - beautiful while it's there , and just as likely to have disappeared by the time you blink . ] !!
today wanted to complete at least 2 homeworks , but now , i hvn even completed 1 hw . so tired & lazy .
my sis now chattin wib her janicee agn , duu ~ jealous of her & her friends . so long stil can chat so frequently , unlike mine .
hear frm my friens , everything seems to work fine . thankyous for de listening ear . I felt much more better den how i felt in de aftn . =)
hais , disappointments is all dat fills my stupid life .
i felt lyk giving up .
why is it so hard to laugh
but so easy to cry ?..
8:28 PM
tired !
Friday, March 20, 2009
yaye ~
shall write in proper english to improve my english .
however , i will still add emotions . =p
Finally no more dnt lessons although left only 2 days to rush homeworks & rest . But at least , i dun have to worry about research & stuffs . However , i didnt managed to do finish the model , so expected to get a red sticky . =x
Was super tired these few days , expected to natural wake up . but still need to wake up by the irritating alarm . =.=
i need a break . =.=
& today in dnt class , i keep say in a very not accurate singlish . ended up a big laugh for that erwin ayyeed & blah . lols .. =.= who stil got mood to say in accurate eng when still so stress . =x
hais , why must there be sadness & happiness , all mixed up ?
ti dai pin .
=(
9:43 PM
happy !
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
today ,
i retrieved bak something which i had lost due to my temper one yr ago .
felt relieved .
refreshed de memories of how we used to laugh at ppl's face .
how we used to laughed over things &
how we used to talk ..
I almost forgot how to communicate wib her ,
at first , felt abit awkward .
but ltr , i realised she hasnt changed much ..
Maybe i changed [?] .
=)
a fulfiling day spent ,
but without ddovey during lunch . =x
went to lunch wib kahyue & jiawen .
we purposely went late to dnt ,
but even aft de 1hr late ,
ppl den strt comin bak ..
lols ~
=p
wad's over is over .
why b stranger/enemy when der is stil chances to b frens ?
=)
;
sometime ,
u r crowded wib too many ppl .
that u tend to forget dat im here too ..
but nvm ,
i cant control anything or anyone .
Let the time go by ..
8:02 PM
LH ?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Yaye !
My holiday is wrecked ~
=.=
so tired of dnt ,
i dun feel lyk going ..
but no choice ,
my model is lyk hvn even touch til .
=o
hais ..
intended to go re-make IC aft dnt ,
but decided it was quite late .
maybe by the time reach there ,
the counter alrdy closed .
Thus watched vid .
sians ,
i hate myself being indecisive .
I thought i was quite brave ,
brave enough to do de things other ppl dun dare .
But in the end ,
i find myself such a coward when facing such ___ .
hais ,
i've finally seen de true me .
disappointing .
Coward 75% ;
Brave 25% .
8:33 PM
=?
Saturday, March 14, 2009
dis is de song i lyk alot .. & i wan sing by rainie yang one . lols ~ anyone got ?
sudden no mood . =x hais ..
7:24 PM
tests
Friday, March 13, 2009
coped frm QIANHUA ! =)
Your EQ is 93
You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
You're a bit moody, and sometimes you have trouble coping with every day life.
But you're by no means depressed, and your good days definitely out number your bad days.
There's nothing really wrong with your life, but you may not be living up to your actual potential.
Negative emotions can be a real drain of your energy, so make sure you have them under control.
[ i dun feel my good day is more den my bad day .. =( ]
++
Your Friendship Style is Empathetic
You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.
You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.
You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.
You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.
You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.
You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.
You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.
You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.
finally last day of sch . but nxt wk , most days stil nid go sch . =.= wad holiday is dis ... hais .
shall update bout dese few days when i am free & when i hab de mood to update . alot of photos , but .. z .
wadever , so tired . but hvn bath . tink slp on sofa bahs .. but before dat , ddovey inspired me to read past conv , hahs ~ so shall go read before slp & refreshed my memories . byes !
y cant humans be more generous . y mus always tink for demselves ,
& not sparing a thought for de others ..? anything ,
but ren nai shi you xian du derhs ..
5:03 PM
where're u ?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
arghs .
duno y dese few days very easy no mood , causing strained rela wib ppl arnd me .
& aft my nap , i stil feel very tired . =(
shal update nxt tym .
& today in bus , it suddenly reminded me of some past memories .. de memories were both funny & sad , cos it doesnt happen anymore .
hais , anything . nobdy unds .
wadever , shittie ~ =(
im sorry . =(
8:39 PM
shitty .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
=)
finaly no more studies , cos dese 3 days r BC day ~
got class tee today . regretted buyin L size . cos i normally buy L size one , but dis polo tee turns out abit way too big . =x but nvm , buy jiu buy liaos ..
nxt wk , tues to fri , nid go bak to sch for dnt .. =( no more holidays .. forget it ..
hais , i duno y i always feel #%$# over some things dat i noe i shud not be . wadever shitty ~ feeling tired , tink shud go slp ? but so late lers .. =x
Life is full of disappointments ,
but nvm .
i'll get use .
6:40 PM
stupidity .
Saturday, March 7, 2009
find dis ear-phone thing nice ~ =)
so bored at hme .
watched ' Eragon ' on de new downloaded thing , i noe it came out very long lers , hahs ~ but jus sudden urge to go watch . baby dragon r so cuute ~ =p
did finish poa hw , intended to do de chem holi hw , but forget to bring de QA notes hme . thus , at a lost of how to do ~~ =o
nvm ..
arghs , bored bored bored !
ohya . read a relieve stress de list frm my sis . read below for ways to manage stress ?
Strategy #1 : Get Adequate Sleep - Develop consistent sleep patterns - at least seven hours daily , go to bed and wake up at around the same time daily , including weekends ; - Sleep provides the bosy an opportunity to rejuvenate ; - It serves to restore mental balance and sharpness .
Strategy #2 : Keep Your Body Fit And Healthy ( Benefits of physical fitness ) - It helpes to strengthen muscles , reduce fatigue , build stronger cardiovascular and respiratory system , and helps to release important and natural tranquilizers in the brain . - It builds a feelings of confidence , makes a person resilient and helps to reduce frustration . - It improves mood , enhanced self-esteem , and even better work habits[?] .
Strategy #3 : Develop Healthy Eating Habit And Proper Nutrition - Eat a variety of food . - Maintain your ideal weight . - Avoid fats . - Eat more whole foods . - Avoid sugar , sodium , alcohol & caffeine . - Take a vitamin & mineral supplement . - Eat frequent , calm meals .
Strategy #4 : Recreate Through Healthy Relaxation Techniques - Deep breathing . - Clearing your mind . - Progressive muscular relaxation . - Stretching using Back , Neck , Shoulder & arm , passive back and upper body stretches .
Strategy #5 : Proritise And Organise Your Work - Write outstanding things down . - Only work on one thing at a time . - Keep your work area neat & clean . - Gather everything prior to starting . - Store the things you use more often within easy reach . - Use a Planner to plan ahead . - Plan and follow your timetable .
yaye ~ end . i personally typed it out , nice rite ? =) actually find some quite meaningless , jus read thru if u wan . =D
byes ~
sometimes ,
i find my existance so meaningless ..
8:43 PM
gdbyes .
Friday, March 6, 2009
spot 11 & 12 . =)
it was rainin when i was waitin for bus last nite . lyk nite rain , it looks so peaceful ..
de star i drew ! =p
anyway , felt so tired .
endless pile of hw , never ending . but i wont give up . i dun wan to disappoint myself after gettin my olvl results .. =)
went to AMK wib my parents . met up wib dem . brought 2 pair of sch shoes , cos i only got 1 pathetic pair .. Lols ~ & dese few days keep rain , my shoe is lyk ... =.=
& brought batteries for my calculator , lyk finally . =p
went hme & now here .
problems dont go away , it take turns to happen to us .. wad is dis ? i hate it .. y do each of us has to suffer de same thing ? =(
disappt in somethings .
but i cant control de happenings , so be it .
8:37 PM
tired ..
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
oh my goodness ...
i feel goddamn tired .
no matter how much i sleep , i stil feel tired , extremely .
i duno how am i gona go thru all dese months til olvl , when my strtin has become lyk dat . =x
anyway , gd luck everyone .
seriously , i cant stop coughin , its so hard & irritatin . make my throat pain & my voice become hoarser ?! duu ~
tym to do some poa hws ..
ohya , jus now ddovey came to my hse to revise . poor girl , get tortured by me . hope she's fine , both mentally & physically ~ =p
gdbye .
i had not gotten over ,
right ?
10:06 PM
imaginary frien .
Monday, March 2, 2009
went hme under de rain wib lightning & thunders . i jus walked under de rain hme .
nice to walk hme dis way , especially wib such a dampen mood . nothing can b worse , rite ?
i dun unds how things or rela work . in 1 way , everything can b de best . but in de other way , it all turns out to b so fake .
wad is all dese ?!
wadever , concentrate on studies ! tym to chiong situational writin .
byes , * .
imaginin too much ,
wad dun belong to me , doesnt .
full-stop .
6:50 PM
seek .
Sunday, March 1, 2009
here agn ~
my dad had downloaded a kind of watch show de program . it got alot of updated movies . today , watched finish " StarDust " . Find it a very nice show , magical & related to STAR ! =D
sians , tml sch agn . =( hope to get past it , hurriedly .
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